My realisations

I’ve realized....

That no matter how I feel about someone, it is impossible to express.

That no matter how unhappy I am, the world won’t stop for my grief.

That my parents love me like no one else can, but that does not mean that they understand me totally.

That the way things worked for my parents, things don’t work that way any more because the world is 25 years ahead now.

That my parents may disagree with me, but they still are the only people in the world who love me most.

That no one in the world is indispensable; the World will not stop functioning even if I don’t exist.

That someone may be very important to me in my life, but it is not necessary that I will be equally important to that person.

That I thought I was the most important person in someone's life but they have found new people now and I am important no more.

That a lot of people seem to like me because they have selfish interests.

That don’t expect anything from anyone, expectations are the cause of all pain.

That sometimes I have to smile even when I want to cry.

That I should greet everyone with a smile, no one cares if I am unhappy, they simply don’t like seeing a grumpy face.

That I can’t trust everyone to let out my innermost feelings to them.

That I should not take for granted the people who love me, I might realize later that they are the only people who actually love me.

That all decisions seem right when I am taking those decisions, in hindsight most of them appear to be wrong.

That it is best that some things are never said.

That every day I grow as a person.

That it is alright to feel stupid at times.

That I am not a child if I shed some tears.

That everyone doesn’t deserve my tears.

That there are times I feel lonely, I should'nt cry out for help. I can't leave my loneliness alone.

That I have only one life, i will live it on my own terms.

That Life is good, Its not so bad after all. !!!!

ENJOY LIFE!!

I wonder!

Haven't really got the time to sit and ponder.
What is this phase of life? I wonder!

The season is changing.
Am I changing? I wonder!

My mood is upbeat, my heart is at peace.
Is it the calm before the storm? I wonder!

Its been a while since my eyes were wet with salty water.
Why am I missing it already? I wonder!

I live in my self created meaningless world of dreams.
It dosen't take money to dream, does it? I wonder!

I have become a stronger person.
Why do I still have fears deep within? I wonder!

I'm not as emotional as I used to be
Why am I feigning a smile? I wonder!

I am loving this phase of life.
How long will it last? I wonder!