Losing your mind..

I hereby decide that I'm not going to be part of this madness any more. When I see people losing control on their bodies and their mind, shouting like hooligans, falling over each other, saying random things, being unaware of their behaviour and making a fool of themselves, I know in an instant that I don't want to be a part of them. These people who spend their hard earned money for being in this state, have they ever, even once, thought about donating a few rupees or dirhams in charity, a few pennies to spare for those who don't have a square meal and go to sleep empty stomach, I'm sure never. Man was supposed to provide for food, clothing and shelter for themselves. How did life become so complicated that they had to let loose by getting high on alcohol? Weren't we born to live meaningful lives and pursue excellence? What does one get out of consumption of excess amounts of alcohol, what does that temporary high mean? Why aren't people chasing the high that the wright brothers got out of inventing an airplane? Or the high that van gogh got out of painting one of his masterpieces? Young people in today's generation spend a substantial part of their incomes on something that adds no value to their lives. Do they think of those days when their mothers didn't buy a new dress for themselves so they could save for their kids? Or that child on the street who sleeps with one hand on its stomach and has unfiltered tap water to quench his thirst? Yes, this arguement can be extended to expensive clothes, shoes and bags too. Yes, why not? But at least ur not making a fool of yourself while wearing that rolex watch? You don't need two people to hold you while you try to walk straight. Your parents taught you how to walk and they hoped you would be able to do that all your life. But no, you let a chemical control your brain and get nothing productive out of it. Not a penny of my hard earned money is going to go into this anymore. I'd rather spend that on charity.. At least for once, I need to stand up for something I feel is right.

Dance bar

I went to a dance bar last weekend and to my surprise, I was the only one who was shocked to see what I saw. Ok, so I had never been to a dance bar before and I wanted to see what its like. I saw women sitting in a queue, in tight flashy clothes, covering the lower halves of their bodies with a cloth. When their name was called out they would come and perform a dance on a bollywood track, on a stage. It was clearly not a cultural performance, it was not the dance that people were there to sit and appreciate. It was more about the vulgarity of the song and the dance. It was more about some drunk men ogling at the women and their bodies. Apart from thinking about the men there, I also ended up thinking about the women and started imagining about their lives. The lady in the corner was continuously making passes at a gentleman sitting in front. I imagined them meeting outside the bar after a couple of hours and trading money for those 11 minutes of intimacy. There was one girl who looked quite upset while dancing, as if she was not that much into it. I could imagine her doing this for money, maybe she was funding her brothers education. They all looked like lower middle class indian girls. My parents would experience a slight discomfort just by the fact that I was sitting there amongst the audience. Do you think their parents had any clue that their daughters were doing this? Did they even know? Its quite possible that they think their daughters are doing a respectable job here, little do they know that there are some drunk men buying a dance while their daughters keep their self esteem in the changing room and provide for that father's cancer treatment or that brother's high school fees.. Maybe if I don't go there, that young boy might lose his chance of getting an education, but if I do go there, I am definitely helping that market exist. The market of trading the indian woman's self respect for money.